Pondering Deeper thoughts: A Saturn Day Series:entry 3

My bunnies of prosperity 😆. Free gifts I would send in orders at my shop.
They all went to good homes. People LOVED them!

The illusion of Opportunity scarcity.

It’s now or never isn’t really a thing, neither is opportunity only knocks once, it is an ultimatum placed on someone in a fear based state tricking them into thinking it’s the only option they got. Your calling will keep calling and the door will open as many times as it is meant to. So step back from anyone telling you to make a hasty decision or else, they don’t have your best interests in mind.  

If the opportunity really only knocked once that opportunity isn’t the one you are meant to have anyway, it was never yours to start with. A similar opportunity will come around to take its place because it suited your circumstances now. At the same time just because that one opportunity didn’t turn out doesn’t mean somewhere else down the road it won’t be offered again. If it’s meant to it will one day, the sooner you can remind yourself of it and let it go back into the universe the better. Don’t ever let anyone bully you into a decision by putting you into fear or because they are in fear. Your true calling will knock over and over, and your calling is up to you not another. You will never be passed by the opportunity that is meant for you, even if you said no once. So always sleep on it, think about it, if it still scares you the next day or make you feel anxious and nauseous don’t do it. If someone is mad because you are taking too long that says everything you need to know. 

Scarcity is also an illusion even when the world outside makes you believe we are running out of food, out of water, out of whatever else you can come up with. The world is full of abundance and resources. It doesn’t mean we shouldn’t be mindful of the earth. Don’t take more than you need, don’t litter, don’t harm wildlife.  Go do what you want to do, and less of what you don’t. Sure it goes both ways, there is an abundance of awful out there too. However, if you keep in the mindset of you’ll always be okay and you’ll always have everything you need in this life. Guess what you’ll get?  The good stuff.

I just want to say this post isn’t about me. I’m good because this is how I already think. I’m a ‘no’ pro 😆, I haven’t been a people pleaser since my last retail job which was ages ago. It is just a deep thought I wanted to share with anyone feeling like they are lacking something or made the wrong decision in something by saying yes. I know some people who can’t say no to anything, then cry about it everyday until whatever they agreed to is over. Try not to sign contracts in eclipse season (now until Aug 31st), like new cars and leases those can backfire. 

For all else, just say no when you mean no. Otherwise there’s no soul in what you’re doing because mentally you will be anywhere but there. There is no point in that!  Anyone who is for you will never make you feel bad about it. With that said there are no wrong decisions, those are like taking a bunch of side quests you didn’t intend to go on. You can always get back on the main road and get back to what you really want to do, but it would probably have saved you some time if you just said no to begin with. 

Hope this was an empowering ponder for this Saturn day.

That Friday Feeling: entry 5

Orders out! Check out my Mercari shop (link is on home page and IG bio).

It’s the end of week already! It’s been 6 weeks since I started this blog. Amazing. I’m going to reward myself with a crystal order. There is a restock tonight at my go to crystal shop, so I’ll be checking it out. I already know what I want that is already listed for sale, but I figure I’ll wait to see if I want to add to it. Very excited. I have to add to my treasure hoarding mythical creatures and prosperous critters so I can keep my good fortune up. 

Are you also a crystal enthusiast and do you have a favorite? I’m am picking up a few new to me crystals I’ve been meaning to get but haven’t yet, like Apatite. New energy to work with. I feel drawn to get a few more blue, green, and yellow pieces. I’ll do an unboxing on IG when it comes. 

I packed up my candle and dried flowers today. That was sad but it’s about that time for the fall altar and things. I’ll probably put my porcelain Ram away, I meant to before summer but forgot, more of a winter/spring piece. 

Now for wingstop, they have jerk chicken 🤤

So what are you rewarding yourself with today? 

For flashback Friday 🤪…way back

Reflect Thursdays: Entry 5

 

The first album I ever bought outside of the US 

Music of the past 

Ultra Mayhem from Finland  (not to be confused with ‘Mayhem’ from Norway)

Hi! I’m throwing it back to music since I’ve been listening to this album a lot this week I thought I’d mention it. It was such a long time ago when I discovered this band on MySpace. Pretty sure it was 2006 because I remember where I was living when I got it.  I bought this from the band directly in Finland. That was all new to me and the conversion of dollars to rubles. I got the hand written post on the front of the mail and it went through many different services to finally reach me. I was really unsure if I would actually ever get it because it seemed so faraway. lol. I did though, without any issues at all, and I’ve done international purchases many of times since. I’m uncertain why this band split I didn’t keep up with them after I left MySpace. Perhaps they are in other bands or have a new band now. I tried to find info on it, I guess the album was remastered in 2017 but that’s all I know. They are on bandcamp but only have one cd left, also have an IG page but I forgot to see when it started. I don’t think there was anything there. 

If you love Finnish metal do check this album out on iTunes (This was a copy before they named it Jeremiad) but it is the same, because it’s really good. Back to Origin is my favorite song on album. If you really love it you can go to bandcamp and buy their only remaining cd and find out what happened to them. 😂. Since I already have it.

Another band that seemed to just disappear that I loved! is 

Unavox (not to be confused with Ultravox)

Another band from my nostalgic days of MySpace 2006…but from the US so easier to purchase music from. I bought their Angels Dance Upwards album and it’s one of my favorite albums of all time. I would describe it as EDM forward sound with goth industrial flare. It is a really solid album, no song skipping necessary. They are not a band anymore, I don’t know their human names I tried searching around and never find anything. They just vanished I guess. So you may never get a physical copy of the album unless they magically reappear on the current timeline 😂. 

 🧛🏻🧛🏻‍♀️

Nevertheless, the music is on iTunes and I highly recommend giving it at least one listen. It looks like they put out a single, War of Attrition in 2021. Maybe thought about coming back, or a revision, I’ll have to listen to it. They could rise anytime now, still relevant. 

The cd, and they gave me a bumper sticker w/ thanks on the back

Those are my two throwbacks this week. Check them out on iTunes where they still exist.

Artless Wednesday 😅 sorry!

A younger me (36), I took the color out of this picture and then went in and made it a blacklight neon

Today is the last day of my lions gate candle burning. The flame has been nonstop dancing, for hours. I don’t have the air on right now,  so it’s not from a breeze. So, my spirit, guides, team and ancestors are busting ass for me while I’m awake. I’m so grateful, thanks so much. 

Hello. I’ve been relaxing for the most part because it’s the eclipse day. Not just any old eclipse for me, it’s the beginnings of a life transformation, not because I said I wanted it to be but because it’s in the stars. This is a big one the eclipse is happening in Leo on the 20 degree mark, and my moon is sitting at 17 degrees so it is considered a direct hit. My rising is now at 13 degrees, and my personal new year (draconic birthday day) and moving into the third deacon of Leo. My north node is 28 degrees. I follow my progressed natal chart these days it’s more accurate. So the more placements you have near 20 degrees in Leo or another fixed sign will feel it more. Today does feel different now that it has passed…nothing that negative for me but I know to take it easy. It’s time to lean more Regulus 🐈 and less Sirius 🐕.  I was extremely hungry out of nowhere, then I ate and now I’m extremely full. I figure I must have needed it. Next year it happens again which is what I’ll call part two, lol. 

I know I’m slacking in the art post two weeks in a row 🫣. I still showed up to write, does it count?  I did paint my nails. 

ILNP Eclipse 

Here is a digital art I created. It represents the Angel anaretic degree of Aquarius being destroyed to become the fish. I’ve entered my third Sun sign progression.

 I was just learning how do things digitally and with limited with tools and lots of frustration .
 But I thought the idea was pretty good.  It’s something I would probably recreate someday. Only good next time 😆.

This weeks cosmic peek 🫣: entry 5

Gif I created for my short story in 2023, that is actually the Organ mountain range in NM I lived near.
I added the lion though 😆😉

Hello! I do hope you all liked the video yesterday, it was long, but covered so much ground. It did get a lot of hits so I’ll take it as satisfactory. 

Not a lot going on this week but what is going on is on the massive scale.

The planetary parade the morning of the 12th

Tomorrow Mercury, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Neptune, and Uranus align in the sky before the sunrise on the same day of the total solar eclipse. 

New Moon in Leo

Just be. Be your inner child, in your true colors. Let that authenticity of who you really are out and let the rest fall away. Make confident decisions in your work and rest when you can because this is a day of heart sensitivity along with other Leo ruled areas such as the spine and circulatory system. If you exert yourself too heavily it could lead to a day in the hospital, just be smart in the heat and prepared accordingly with enough food and water and shelter.

The solar eclipse at 12:08 pm EDT

Because it starts really high in the northern hemisphere over Russia only those in high places like Northern Europe and Greenland will get the ‘total’ eclipse look as it moves across it orbital line and it will look partial to the rest of us, and some of us (like me in central USA) won’t see anything at all. But I know it’s there. 

This new moon creates a pitch black night where the Perseid meteor shower will then come in until the 13th, this is a big meteor shower and will be very visible for those of you that want to stargaze. 

Mercury Jupiter conjunction on the 15th (Saturday)

Mercury has now joined Jupiter in Leo.  This is a favorable position where Jupiter expands the attractive attributes of Mercury’s mind enhancing intellect, speech, teaching, writing, authority roles, etc. The challenge is to not be ‘too much’. Too repetitive, over explain yourself, overthinking, and being overconfident.

I am still burning my candle through tomorrow. Whatever is left of it after that I’ll just save until next year same time. Will it be the same place? Hmm I don’t know…methinks no

I’m going to do my eclipse manicure either later today or early tomorrow. I’ll post it on IG. I already know what song I’m using for it. I bet you can guess it, but remember it’s a Solar eclipse and there is a lunar eclipse on the 28th and that’s a different song and manicure 😂. Both songs are well known. So that is what I have for you today. Enjoy your day and tomorrow’s cosmic events but with care! Hopefully we don’t lose gravity like some people have mentioned. If so I’ll see you in The Raptor. 

Here I am. Just being. As you can see I don’t really know what to do with my face. 😂😐

Sacred geometry movie

Sacred Geometry Movie

 Good afternoon. I hope your Monday is going well so far. I am having an easy breezy day integrating these energies we’ve been inflicted with. It’s a welcome change, I actually  like this part, I feel icy cold on the inside and I like to write and wrap myself in a blanket and heating pad. Weirdo huh.  Well, I’m excited because I know I have another brownie to eat later. The little things in life make the difference sometimes. If you read yesterday’s post I said I’d say what I had for dinner today. It was a junk food day all in all. I had pizza 👇🏻.

The brownie 

Yellow peppers and black olives and extra cheese (my go-to)



Hopefully the little documentary is interesting enough for today’s movie. It is a topic I am drawn to in a way that never felt like something I’m learning the first time but remembering from the past. I have a favorite oracle deck pertaining to the subject it’s very easy to unlock messages with it for me.  

I’m going to go for now. I added a bit to my Pinterest public boards  yesterday but my greenhouse board is private. For now. I might add movies to my profile page here today. See ya later. 😉

Sunday is for selfcare: Entry 5

Good morning! Well, it is still morning when I started writing, but there is only 15 minutes left. 

This morning my self-care is actually body care. I am trying a new spray for problem skin called Magic Molecule. I normally use Skinsmart and they look identical for the most part as far as ingredients go. Magic molecule is $2 more expensive but easy to find in town where the other I can only get on Amazon. I don’t go through it too fast, 8oz about every six months. I figure I’d just get Magic Molecule so I don’t have to wait for shipping. These types of sprays are great for flare ups of any kind. It doesn’t dry the skin out more and it stops any itching. I recommend it for everyone’s health cabinet, a holy grail item.

I am taking NMN currently and I’m almost done with my bottle. I’m not getting another. It was just for a boost, to wake up my bodies own NAC production. There isn’t enough research for me to be comfortable taking it long term, we will have to see how it feels not to be on it. I’m all for doing detoxes and boosting the system but we should definitely take breaks from it for the organs to rest.  I’m also doing a liver detox right now, my body is running a marathon and healing at the same time and is super confused about whether it’s coming or going 😆.

There are a couple other supplements on the horizon to add to my life. I found a nattokinase combo supplement with two other enzymes that help get rid of fibrin from the body. Fibrin is a protein that when in overgrowth strangles veins in the lower body. When that happens you blood clots up and it cannot get back to the heart like it should. But this three enzyme combo reverses the damage and breaks clots and cleans blood. It takes only a few weeks to eliminate it. I’m already taking natto by itself so when I run out I’ll try this other supplement instead. The brand is Novara Labs. The other thing I want to try is add some probiotics specifically for women. I go through a lot hormonal fluctuations which make inflammation and swelling I already go through about 8 lbs worse give or take monthly. So I’m going to start one from micro ingredients next week with 100 billion cfu. They are supposed to live through digestion, I hope so. The magnesium oil I’ve been taking is the best investment I’ve ever made for my health. The brand 7 minerals also has it in a lotion so I think using both together would be even better. So I’ll be starting that next week too. 

So all that aside I am going to make some gluten free double fudge brownies today. They are Krusteaz brand. The texture of the gf version is better than the regular I actually prefer it. Not sure yet what else I’m eating so I’ll have to mention it tomorrow whatever I come up with. 

For my creative side today I’m going to make a new Pinterest board. I have been envisioning a small greenhouse, so I want to make a board with what I’d put in my greenhouse if I had one. Last night as I fell asleep I added stuff in my head, in lieu of counting sheep 😂. So, I’m off to do that while I think of what to eat and listen to the music I bought Friday. Have a great one and I’ll be back manaña.