That Friday Feeling: entry 4

Friday 🎉

I know Friday is half way over but, I’m here! 😆🎉

I am here on this blog because I enjoy it, and that is reason enough for me.  Perhaps I inspire others in someway, but I’ll probably never know. I’ve only missed one day since I started blogging which I find amazing. I’m consistent with my commitment I made and that feels good. So whatever you may find yourself doing on any given day I hope for you to find some good in it, some personal joy, some reminder of belonging to something greater than it may seem.

I’m going talk a minute about music. To inspire others to purchase some as well. It is bandcamp Friday afterall and it’s been awhile since they have done it. Bandcamp Friday waives their fee so any money given goes to the artist 100%. It’s such a great place for that reason. I have left Spotify, at the beginning of the year, as it seems like it is not the place to support on these days, they really don’t care much and I’ve got strange vibes from them via email as well. My intention was only ever to help other people be seen.  So I have returned back to iTunes where I pay for the streaming, but I also like to pay for a stream on bandcamp as well as occasional physical cd or vinyl copies of music. You never really know how long these places will exist and your best bet is to get a copy to listen to if you really like something, just incase the grid goes down or whatever. I do enjoy buying a song here and there from many people instead of a whole album if I only have like five bucks to spend, so I like that I can do that somewhere and people actually get paid something. I have recently purchased some older music not being made anymore from other people. So I’m slightly behind on picking up brand physical copies of newer music I like. I have to  catch up 😮‍💨😅.

Music I’ve purchased in 2026 in cd or vinyl 

Entwine (I’ve been collecting the whole discography) Painstained, Dancing under glass, Dieversity, Fatal Design, the treasure from within, a time of despair. Still need Gone

Evil Mothers- Spider sex and car wrecks CD

Theatre of Tradgedy- Aegís CD

Azam Ali- Elysium for the Brave CD

Shiny toy guns- III CD

Charon- Downhearted and Tearstained Vinyls

Physical books are also a great idea for the same reason, and they are getting the chop if you’ve not heard. It is like a new age of book burning only they are being uploaded and shredded. So bizarre. Ai is supposed to inspire, a tool, a hint, enhance even as a piece of the work but not the entirety. Not take over, replace or eliminate art and information.  I don’t want to go down that road, it’s a slippery slope topic right now and it’s on fire because the slope is lava and it’s on a volcano.  The Ai it is not going anywhere it comes with the age, but it won’t replace a human long as the human doesn’t give up. 

For an example my gif above. This one it isn’t actually Ai, I used a real picture and used a premade template background and through on a CGI animation. CGI is a program created by an actual artist they allowed you to use.  I never typed in anything to have a computer create something,  but did use an app that also supports Ai. So it is complicated. I’m not trying to profit from it though. It is for my own personal use. Also I do know how to digitally illustrate also and make handmade art too. 

I don’t know what are your thoughts on royalty free cgi, templates, overlays and IMovie sounds. Is it not art enough? Should I feel like shit because I created it? I really don’t know sometimes. Stuff like that is just for fun for me.

Well I’m going to spend a couple dollars on bandcamp now, I’m really stuck in that mid 2000-early 2010s era of music at the moment on iTunes and what I listened to then. 

*not affiliated with bandcamp or any other music platform

Reflect Thursdays

 

Truly 

With the eclipse season nearing I guess this is weighing on my mind. We are allowed to change as many times as we need to. We can also be more than one way, in many different aspects of life. 

That thought brings me to the controversial topic of Lions Gate particularly on 8/8. People say, “You know that’s not actually a thing right?” “Nobody knows when or where it originated so it just New Age bs.” I hear it EVERY year. No, I’m not butt hurt because I’m a Leo rising and wish for it to be a thing. That’s all fine and good, we really are here to just find our own ways toward joy. I’m not trying to sway anybody’s spiritual beliefs.  I celebrate it because it feels GOOD to do so in the potent solar energy, and it is a sort of intuitive truth to me.  I don’t just follow one type of astrology either.  I merge them, add in numerology and whatever else I feel like and I create my own way.  It might be wrong to one person, but it feels right to me. I’m not sitting on the sidelines looking for approval first before I light my own candle. It’s as deep or meaningless as you want to make it, like anything else in life. There isn’t an astrologer out there that is going to deny the energetic potency of the July-August days any given year. It doesn’t really matter what we name them. Sirius our spiritual sun has still risen regardless of if it lines up perfectly or not. We are calling upon ourselves to feel energy not only of the outer stars but our inner one, remember that.  

What I will say is there is no need to try and manifest, the energy is super charged in an abundant time of year. We are only asked to be in gratitude. You get a lot of payback from whatever you’ve already put out so make sure it’s something you can handle and make room for it. With the node change to south node in Leo, a solar eclipse and a new moon is not for asking can I get some more because it is already on the way. It mostly a heart expansion, lead from there, watch the negative feelings. 

❤️‍🔥

I already wrote this once and it was deleted. So I started all over. I think that’s covers what I wanted to say about, kind of a throwback with the photo word picture. The grapes go through many transformations in life as well,  some stay soft and juicy on the vine and some are aged into wine, it’s still a 🍇 

Meditation is an art, right?

I was up very late last night, inflammation is compounding this week, so I’m having a flare up. Looks like a self care day.  I haven’t much to say, nor do I feel creative. So it’s just going to be one of those quiet days for me where I spend time meditating to relax my skin and muscles. I guess that is an art in itself, right? My legs are lead since yesterday and my fascia is strangling my ankles so I’m listening to my fascia release list on YouTube. Feel free to follow a playlist if you like I’ll post a link below. It is finally calming the f*** down.  I woke up to my left leg draining out lymph fluid, yes I have issues. My sock on my right leg somehow does a twist throughout every day, to the point the heel moves to the top of my foot, I feel like I constantly have to fix it, I have to wear the socks but it is annoying. I don’t really understand it because these are tight socks, and I’m not moving that much, how do they do that? I also noticed my armpits smell bad, they haven’t for along time, I even shaved them yesterday so I don’t get it except for I must be purging a lot. I drank two coffees, a cup of bone broth I rarely drink, it’s just another type of hot liquid to have. Now I’m drinking Ryl green citrus tea my favorite elusive cold drink. I’m going to have an unwhich from Jimmy Johns in about an hour, I don’t feel like having anything else just vegetables maybe some cottage cheese and drinks. Clear up whatever is congesting me. 

I know that this link is ugly but I can’t get it to show up another way. It will send you to my playlist though, I checked it myself. If you would like to send me healing vibes I much appreciate it. ✌🏻 

https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLyCUAaXuVvt86O7jc_Z1Y4qmBhb92JS7P&si=yj5enC9W2hRv8A-t

This weeks cosmic peek 🫣: entry 4

It’s hot!! 🥵 

Good afternoon. I am a little tired and wired today, frizzle frazzled 😆. The energy of the last two weeks is catching up with me is what I’m trying to say. I’m trying to keep my nerve endings lubed with electrolytes and healthy oils but I still feel like a live wire. I keep waking in the morning with tight fascia in my extremities. Spending time listening to soundscapes to relax, decompress, detox, and dissolve. I’ve had a few emergency naps the past few days where I pass out listening to a heavy rain in the middle of the day. It’s only 30 minutes long but the amount of healing it gives is enough to continue the day. I’ll post it here 👇🏻, if you’d like to try it. It is really great! It’s like a cortisol elimination sound.

Alright let’s get into the cosmic peek of the week. What is happening besides lions gate open portal.

Mars moved into Gemini Sunday

Mars in Gemini will speed up our minds, we could feel like we are having good ideas. Good networking should come with this especially since Venus is in Libra now. However it could also make us feel restless and agitated. 

Chiron went into retrograde Monday

Chiron joins, Neptune, Saturn, and Pluto in the backwards dance…for the remainder of 2026.

Chiron is still in Taurus but he will traverse back into Aries (in September) for a spell before turning back around to Taurus next year in April. Chiron is the wounded warrior put of us, he actually plays a large rule in who we are for not being a planet. I was born with Chiron in retrograde also in Taurus. This will effect us all but more so the fixed signs while in Taurus, then the cardinals once back in Aries. You are going to have moments of feeling not enough, there are no quick fixes for this, retrograde means to go within to heal. Turn your pain into something beautiful. 

Venus moves home to Libra

Venus heads to Libra on the 6th, where she will be until mid September before entering Scorpio and turning retrograde late October. There may be a feeling relief and peace by Libra bringing balance to your life this first week. Following up with a Jupiter sextile on the 17th. Jupiter sextile will bring expansion in abundance. That feeling could be challenged the next week when Saturn conjunction happens. We will talk more about that next week. Cardinal signs will feel it the most. 

The Schumann Resonance is down today since early AM. I usually take that as the energy has gone high off the charts along with a collective timeline collapse. If you are interested in that kind of energy talk follow me on threads. I just don’t want to be repetitive on all my platforms. 

How is everyone feeling the week? Tell me if you want. Otherwise, check back tomorrow for my next post.       

Here is the yooperlite bunny lit up, I just remembered to post it here

Felines influence across time

Good morning, and happy Monday.  I love the Gaia channel, when I find a good episode for free that’s not too long I’ll present it here. I think this video is very appropriate this week, as we are in the lions gate portal now.  This video will give you insight on Lyra, Sirius, ancient sphinx carvings. Are you drawn to the felines? Do they feel otherworldly and familiar to you beyond this waking life? Do you consider yourself a Sirian or Lyran starseed?  I have conjunct alignments my sun and mercury to Lyra constellation and my NN conjunct Leo constellation so these are my most recent Star family allies.  Let’s talk about it in the comments. 

Sunday is for selfcare: entry 4

Good afternoon, I hope your Sunday is going well so far. I took the morning mostly offline while I did some things that needed done like a week ago. Like cut Chimālmā’s nails, omg I said mine grow fast but hers grow even faster. I could probably cut them weekly and this time I waited like a month. She had a bath yesterday and she smells like a vanilla cupcake. Laundry done in the early part of the day since it’s cooler. Listened to a few new cd’s I accumulated recently while I did those things to make sure they play all the way through. They did! I love listening to physical music.

Today I’m making tacos! I love crunchy tacos but I’m not trusting restaurants right now about the lettuce situation but they are always way better made at home. I have some Gotham brand lettuce which is supposed to be okay. When I hear Gotham my mind goes to Golgotha shit demon though. What was that from? Was it Dogma? We know he has cyclospora.

I did have a Crumbl cookie yesterday, it’s my something new for the weekend. The line up is bizarre this week, but I chose a limeade pop rock cookie. The pop rocks are kind of gummi I hope that are supposed to be. I ate half yesterday and I have half left for later today. It’s good though, but there is nothing lime about it, lol. So it’s probably going to kill me 😂.

The cookie, looks weird eh 🤔 

I hardly ever watch TV, it’s not a problem I have. I could actually throw my TV out and not care at all. However, I do want to watch the newer Frankenstein movie. So I might do that tonight. Just to disconnect from the internet a tiny bit. It seems people are collectively fasting from social media this week. So am I, for the most part.  I’ll post and skim through for a minute and do my ‘like’, ‘like’, ‘comment’, ‘like’ ‘repost’ but, I’m not going into doom scroll mode. I’ll save my doom for music only.  I’ll still post on threads every morning my daily good morning post. 

Took an hour to make and eat food. That’s all I got. Have a chill day! 

The tacos

Pondering deeper thoughts: A Saturn Day series: entry 2

 First I would like to say

 🌻Happy August, Lammas, and 🐇🐇🐇🌻

I apologize for not posting last Saturday. I had a case of ascension flu, it stabilized dramatically by the days end. Let’s have a most abundant amazing month. I have already noticed a shifting today in my own life. I’ve been very productive nonetheless I’ve been noticing things glitching in and out of reality. Like one second I see Chīmalmā standing in the hallway then she’s gone then I look to the couch and she’s there, next she walking around the kitchen. I’m not seeing the continuous flow from point A to B, it’s more like here, there and everywhere instead. I laugh because that’s some quantum physics strangeness. A piece of my reality skipped out on me for a split second, it only exists when I focus on it. She disappears into the astral, but she always comes back. 

Oh Chīmalmā is my little dog, if you don’t know already. Yes, named after the Aztec Goddess, that’s what she said her name was…and who am I to argue with a deity? I thank her for walking me through life. Seems like a good time for her introduction. 

Then : 🥲 what a sweety 

All grown up

Well, all of this so far has been quite a deeper thought, it may be enough to think about today. What has appeared and disappeared in your immediate vicinity? Not based on collective Mandela effects and Déjà vu moments, but your personal ones. Do you only believe something is real if someone else can verify it for you or do you deeply trust yourself? Do you dismiss your visions or embrace them? Do you realize you are in more places than sitting here reading this, what is running through your mind this second? Is it a passing thought or are you creating it? You are there too, how’s it feel? Do you accept higher dimensions? Have you reached a state where you can just feel the truth? Do you fear the unseen lost seconds between the 3rd and 5th dimensions? Do you accept more is revealed when it’s your time to see it? Will you decide to see it or do you prefer not knowing the deeper things?

A damaru?